Weird head aches

by Oneil
(Mound City Mo )

When I sit down to rest my head feels like there is a rope around my brain getting tighter and tighter, and it feels more like a muscle cramp than a throbbing head ache. The muscles in my back and neck feel like they are pulling my head over and down to my left side. I have been having these head aches now going on four years now and I do not know how much more I can take. I am a very intense person and I let little stuff bother me way too much. I get upset with someone and instead of saying what is bothering me I usually just get mad and clam up then just hold it in and stew about it. I have always had problems with talking about what makes me mad because I do not want to rock the boat. I am a very poor debater because I just cannot disagree with someone because I might make them made at me. I just would rather agree with them thinking that if I let them win the debate they will like me better. When I am talking with someone about something or other and they tell me there product is so much better than mine I will get mad and clam up and hold ill feelings towards them because they do not see it my way. I avoid conversations with people because I just feel I am not as able to carry on a normal conversation as most people and I am afraid I will show my ignorance. I have let people treat me like a rug and do not stand up for myself like I should have over the years.